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In this lonely life of mine
I wonder whether it's worth it to stay
Actions kill the body
But words damage the soul
And without thatI am nothing
But a walking piece of matter
Forced to stay
And expected to do something
Wth my worthless life

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She holds it in
She wears a smile
She covers it up
But only for a while

The lights go down
She begins to cry
She's only 14
But she's ready to die

She can't take the chaos
It's too much for her
She takes all the pills
The floor begins to blur

She looses control
The world begins to spin
She gave it her all
But she never could win

She smiles contently
Knowing she will not live
She did what she had to do
She gave all she could give

Beaten down by the world
She took her final sigh
If only someone would have cared
She wouldn't have to die

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Just wanted to apologize, I'm sorry bout last night
If we're gonna end this then we should do it right
Without all the cursing, the insults, the anger
Discussing like adults, which I'm sure we can handle
Don't want anything to do with me? fine, trust me, I'll live
Say I'm immature? Look how you acting, who's the kid?
Word? You hate me? Now that i cant believe
So used to your temper, your words don't phase me
I'm not trying to argue, I'm trying to get some closure
This could either break us or bring us closer
All you have to do is say the word and ill be gone
Its gonna hurt but ill try to be strong
Seems like you were serious about not talking to me no more
Well i really want you to consider it and tell me if you're sure
Theres no turning back, once I'm gone, I'm gone
Really think about it, and let me know