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All these things have been left unsaid
All these words muddled in my head
All these secret feelings are locked inside
All these times that I know you have lied

I know you have feelings too
I know they’re ringing inside as loud as any bell
I know they will soon need to be acted upon
I know you want to believe that they’re all a con

The times we’ve shared have been few
The times have seemed too short to do
The times together can be easily forgotten by anyone
The times will continue to happen as we lay under the sun

Because we are so apart in reality here
Because our hearts are co close my dear
Because I will always think of you like this
Because we both shared those moments of bliss

Who is right for me now
Who will talk without causing a row
Who can I trust with all my seeming weak
Who will during our troubles, for me seek?

Now that I realise that you’ve gone
Now that I may cry until dawn
Now that I know your feelings were fake
Now that I want to down in a lake

And so I tell you what I think of your lies
And so regret all those tearful good-byes
And so we can see your true colours emerge
And so into the depths of depression submerge

If I’m left here only to rot
If no-one seems to care a lot
If everyone has forgotten about me
If anyone cares, we’ll soon see

I’ve gone too far this time for sure
I’ve taken advanced steps before I’ve been mature
I’ve learnt that it’s too hard on me to be with you
I’ve told the truth, now its your turn to truth-tell too

Therefore I trudge toward my bed
Therefore I feel somewhat dead
Therefore I recall everyone I seem to have lost
Therefore I had to pay a mighty cost

Will you forget about what you’ve said to me
Will we have a future, lets wait and see
Will I ever be the same again
Will you realise my amount of pain?

Crying by myself in here with no-one to love
Lonely and distraught while you’re peaceful as a dove
I know that neither of us did anything clever
My solitary confinement, end will it ever?

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In this lonely life of mine
I wonder whether it's worth it to stay
Actions kill the body
But words damage the soul
And without thatI am nothing
But a walking piece of matter
Forced to stay
And expected to do something
Wth my worthless life

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She holds it in
She wears a smile
She covers it up
But only for a while

The lights go down
She begins to cry
She's only 14
But she's ready to die

She can't take the chaos
It's too much for her
She takes all the pills
The floor begins to blur

She looses control
The world begins to spin
She gave it her all
But she never could win

She smiles contently
Knowing she will not live
She did what she had to do
She gave all she could give

Beaten down by the world
She took her final sigh
If only someone would have cared
She wouldn't have to die

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Just wanted to apologize, I'm sorry bout last night
If we're gonna end this then we should do it right
Without all the cursing, the insults, the anger
Discussing like adults, which I'm sure we can handle
Don't want anything to do with me? fine, trust me, I'll live
Say I'm immature? Look how you acting, who's the kid?
Word? You hate me? Now that i cant believe
So used to your temper, your words don't phase me
I'm not trying to argue, I'm trying to get some closure
This could either break us or bring us closer
All you have to do is say the word and ill be gone
Its gonna hurt but ill try to be strong
Seems like you were serious about not talking to me no more
Well i really want you to consider it and tell me if you're sure
Theres no turning back, once I'm gone, I'm gone
Really think about it, and let me know