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All these things have been left unsaid
All these words muddled in my head
All these secret feelings are locked inside
All these times that I know you have lied

I know you have feelings too
I know they’re ringing inside as loud as any bell
I know they will soon need to be acted upon
I know you want to believe that they’re all a con

The times we’ve shared have been few
The times have seemed too short to do
The times together can be easily forgotten by anyone
The times will continue to happen as we lay under the sun

Because we are so apart in reality here
Because our hearts are co close my dear
Because I will always think of you like this
Because we both shared those moments of bliss

Who is right for me now
Who will talk without causing a row
Who can I trust with all my seeming weak
Who will during our troubles, for me seek?

Now that I realise that you’ve gone
Now that I may cry until dawn
Now that I know your feelings were fake
Now that I want to down in a lake

And so I tell you what I think of your lies
And so regret all those tearful good-byes
And so we can see your true colours emerge
And so into the depths of depression submerge

If I’m left here only to rot
If no-one seems to care a lot
If everyone has forgotten about me
If anyone cares, we’ll soon see

I’ve gone too far this time for sure
I’ve taken advanced steps before I’ve been mature
I’ve learnt that it’s too hard on me to be with you
I’ve told the truth, now its your turn to truth-tell too

Therefore I trudge toward my bed
Therefore I feel somewhat dead
Therefore I recall everyone I seem to have lost
Therefore I had to pay a mighty cost

Will you forget about what you’ve said to me
Will we have a future, lets wait and see
Will I ever be the same again
Will you realise my amount of pain?

Crying by myself in here with no-one to love
Lonely and distraught while you’re peaceful as a dove
I know that neither of us did anything clever
My solitary confinement, end will it ever?